I don't want things to mess up too, but it has always been because of you. Like just now, I didn't hear a word from you, until just now, when I was having tuition, u texted.. I know you're not a beggar. I'll forgive you AGAIN.. I believe you AGAIN. You think I want all these to happen? THINK. Yea, we gotta talk, make sure you do, don't be like just now or yesterday. And I've not yet given up,, like you said,, start anew.. Let's see about tomorrow..